It's back up now, for now. I don't know how long Amazon will leave it there...
So get your copy now! ;)
First off, buy links:
Smashwords (they carry all formats and you can even pay using paypal!)
Barnes and Noble
Ok, now onto the personal stuff about this book and being banned.
So yes, this is considered a "dark erotic romance," and yes, there are some horrible things discussed in the course of the story.
I think most people got it though, that it's not glorifying abuse or rape, it's glorifying surviving these events.
It's about letting people know that even if you have been abused, or raped, or gone through sexual trauma...you are still allowed to enjoy dirty sex.
You were raped and still love being held down and fucked hard? There's nothing wrong with that. It doesn't mean you are broken or messed in the head or deserved to be raped the first time.
You were molested and enjoy Daddy role playing? Don't let anyone tell you that you are sick, or a freak, or that the events in your past are controlling you.
If you have been damaged somehow, survived it, and continue to thrive...this is your story. Your sexuality is about you, not about what happened to you...it is all you. Enjoy your kink, enjoy your smut, and never let anyone tell you that you need to be healed if you like it a little more crooked then the norm.
Define your own normal, and write yourself that happily ever after.